04-22-2008
Provision
By RenaeThe anniversary of the dreadful day has passed. It’s hard to believe it’s been a year since my husband lost his job. We struggle with the temporary solution. My husband works during the week. I clean houses on weekends. I grow weary of the toil, but my hope is in God. His love does not disappoint. We see his provision.
Boats Inside the Bar by Winslow Homer
Almost immediately after my tears dried, a neighbor called, “I don’t know if you’re interested, but my friend is looking for a housekeeper.” Astonished, I replied, “Well, actually…”The next week I helped a marvelous lady prepare an estate sale. She showered me with encouragement while we sorted and cleaned.
My husband worked anytime he had the opportunity, which, thankfully, was often.
When I peer through the turmoil and stress, there are blessings to remember.
- My son takes piano lessons for half-price.
- The children have been given clothes and shoes.
- A neighbor sold us his lawnmower after ours quit.
- Our church helped us with groceries during the tightest month.
- Some friends slipped us a check for the exact amount of a car repair.
During this arduous time, I was also given a kiln. A couple weeks ago, my husband brought home something for me wrapped in an unobtrusive plastic bag. I set it aside thinking it was magazines from a friend. It was from my friend, but it was full of pottery books! Books that include information I need to set up my studio. A precious reminder that someone loves me and is working on my behalf.
I often forget that I am not the one in control. I want to fix everything, but I can’t. I am not the anchor in the midst of stormy seas. As my husband and I grasp the solid anchor of Providence, peace washes over us with the waves. We will survive the storm and gain strength needed to reach the harbor.
We exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts…Romans 3:3-5
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